If you feel suppressed by your enemy, the Devil, please read Colossians 2,12 – 15. Jesus won a complete victory on the cross.
You are a citizen in the kingdom of God if you believe in Jesus.
Please also remember that you live in this world where Satan is the king. That means continues fighting.
You are called to be a soldier anointed by the Holy Spirit. But don`t forget that you have been given a garment of protection – Ephesians 5, 10 – 17.
And finally – believe the Word of God – it really is the WORD OF GOD. Read it and live in it all the rest of your life.
If you need help in your fight, please don`t hesitate to make contact.